Jay Electronica :: Exhibit C
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It’s Third Week of February… and yes, time is flying. My habits have had me stuck to google reader, google buzz, researching…etc… and filtering through all the inspirational mess that lives on the internet. I think I’ve reached another threshold of being overwhelmed by my own ambitions. It’s not so much a complaint, but more so a reminder that, you’ve gotta stay paced.
Ever since I moved, I’ve accepted that it takes time to transition, and that it’s not as quick as I originally anticipated. When you have personal deadlines and don’t meet them… a sense of disappointment sorta settles in, and you gotta face the fact that in a way you sorta failed. But at the same time, you gotta recognize the small success that happen a long the way, and not be so hard on yourself.

This month, I was supposed to be banging out the 2010 demo reel… But with this transition and all, things definitely took a turn, and I’ve gotta be a little more patient. Remind myself that I shouldn’t look left nor right.. That’s the thing about the internet though… You’re engulfed in so mo much inspiration, it’s easy to lose sight of your own voice, and easy to try to imitate, or elaborate on what you think is dope. Another thing is that I’m surrounded by hustlers... My circle involves some fantastic people, and it seems everyone is always stepping up their game…. So no matter what, I can’t fall, or fail. I gotta keep up and stay with the pack. It’s difficult to not compare your progress. How else are you going to measure your success, if you don’t take into consideration what’s dope out there? I applaud those that don’t give a fuck and do it on their own terms (Dave Choe, Levi Maestro, Saber, Nick Ngo, etc…).
Right now though, this is just what’s on my mind. I’m inspired by a lot of things, and the other night, I came across a video about a business development consultant. He was saying that, you’ve gotta “narrow you’re focus..” and “deepen your expertise.” But for a guy like me, I feel like I’m able to tap into so many things, it feels wrong, NOT to exercise all my abilities.

I realized, I just gotta simplify a little more. All those goals I have… I gotta refine them a little more and stay focused on what I’m good at. (But my ego says I’m good at everything!)
On the top right hand corner of this site it says “Stab Labs, is a behind the scenes look into our culture, inspiration, thoughts & process.” So there it is.. a behind the scenes look into my thoughts… not everything is perfect here. But the work ethic and dedication will always be. All I want to do is inspire, and I’m just trying to figure out the best way to do that.
(The images above are mock ups of how I’m planning to utilize the studio space that I have.)